Jul 24, 2005

I wish I could stop crying

Can we survive the move? My mom doesn't seem to think so. I think if my parents get divorced I'll run away and live where I don't have to put up with that crap ever again (although it is what drove me to start writing poetry in the first place when I was little) . And it just so happens I'm very good at the running away part. In fact, I've broken up with almost everyone I've ever dated within 3 weeks. I think I'm just scared mostly. I'm not ready for marriage yet, and I'll never be ready if all I'll end up with is a relationship like my parents have. The most important thing is missing from the picture. Trust in God. I'll never live without that. I'll die a virgin if I have to (I don't want to, but thats not the point).

no picture today I hardly feel like it.

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