Reflections

"I don't want to keep holding hands with the memory of feeling."

It was in a song I was listening to today by Everlife and I started to reflect on moments in my life when I felt that way. There were quite a few times when I identified with holding onto something but needing to let it go. Forcing myself to remember the exact way I felt at different times in different relationships because I didn't want to forget. Its easy for me to do that because I live so close to the deep pool of my emotional soul. But sometimes I struggle with whether it is better to remember, not to wonder 'what if,' but so that I am aware of where I've come from and the choices I've made, or if it is better to move on and focus on the 'new day'.

Back to the quote though, I think that in order to heal from ended relationships we need to temporarily sever ties with feelings drawn from the relationship (good or bad)until enough time has passed.

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Momma is comin to town..

So my mom is coming to town for a weekend of sight seeing so that should be fun. So far here is the agenda:

-La jolla Shores & Pacific Beach (so she can see the ocean and get sand for her collection)
-Fish Tacos in Ocean Beach (famous Place)
-Mosey through Balboa Park (my fav place)
-Snack at extraoridinary desserts (if she feels like it)
-??

Any suggestions?

p.s. finally found my camera and charger so now I will be posting more pics....

Week of Nov 10-16 Mileage update: 3.8

So I moved closer to the beach and my next door neighbor is crazy. :D Other than that everything is great! I love my little apt...but not all the unpacking. It was fun at first. Putting away all the big things. Now...not so fun.

Mileage week of Nov 10-16: 1.3

Starting Slow...

Mileage Log so far this week (starting with Monday): 4.5