A Better Day

Yeah so I was having a really rough day last time.....I tend to be a little dramatic sometimes....I know its kinda hard to believe but its true. :P So the good news is I'm up for assessment a work which means a raise. Hopefully it will be a high percentage!

Peath out

killing me softly

"Whatever doesn't kill me only makes me stronger"

Well Kanye....I have to disagree with you on this one. He forgot about the part where you cut your losses and get the **** out. But where is the line. When is enough betrayal enough? When is enough lying enough? How do you continue to love a friend or family member that does something like this to you?



I just feel so broken and numb at the same time....and I really don't want to talk about it either.

A very busy life

I have been sooooo busy. I found my dog by the way. She was glad to come home. I am currently looking for a place to live which is so time consuming. Anyways, I have Jury Duty tomorrow...yipee. Enjoy old men playing GIANT chess in Hyde Park.

A time to pray

Evy is Lost.

She was staying at one of XW's friends house in the suburb Poway of San diego, which is very mountainous. They left her in the garage but cracked open a window (with a screen) so she could get some air. She popped out the screen around 10 in the morning. They came home to check on her and she was gone so they looked for her for 2 hours. Then they had to go back to work. They called XW but he was in a camp so he didn't get the messaqge until around 5. At 5 one of their neighbors called them and said that they saw her in their driveway and they chased her up the hill into their driveway. The friends pulled up 5 minutes later but they couldn't find her. We arrived around 6 and climbed all over and yelled and I went home around 9:30. I thought I saw her once and I got really excited but it was just a false alarm. Then later at night I yelled and a dog barked back (which sounded just like her) and I yelled again and she barked and I yelled again and she barked again but the fourth time she stopped. It was dark so I don't know if it was her or what happened. I am depressed now.

A time to celebrate

So maybe its a litle corny but she loved it. Also I passed a very expensive test today and passing it mean I get reimbursed....yessssss. No time to elaborate on Oz. Some other time perhaps.